Monday, May 26, 2008
happy birthday to me hurhur. i have to say i didn't exactly have a lovely birthday this year. even though some parts were fantastic (thanks peeps!) like the pre-celebration and other stuff, most parts were just spent being upset and bored. my expectations of loved ones proved that i expected too much even though i expected very little. it's so dumb to sit at home on a birthday afternoon doing random surfing on the net. being twenty doesn't change things much. my mom is still being ^%*&$ by scolding me for everything even on my birthday. and i get confused about my expectations of people. even though i didn't want to say that you made me upset, you truly did. you made me upset by doing nothing. it's over but i doubt i'll ever forget it. sometimes it really sets me thinking a lot. oh well i shall indulge in the fact that my elder bro bought me a birthday present because i thought he would forget my birthday haha. and i shall be excited for nicole to be back!
love you like a sister;
2:36 pm
